But I'm tired of it. Fuck that waste of time.
How RIDICULOUS. Yes, blogger there are only four victims in the entire world and they're all people YOU KNOW. Do you GET how ridiculous that sounds?
I'll copy part of the post here but it has all those annoying photos that never open correctly so .... good luck. This is at least the tenth or twelth and not so snide this time ... attack on me.
So HER BLOG is now about ATTACKING ME rather than a chronicle of her own life. Which I imagine has improved. She is now a stalker as she went through this blog which I never even use I had to go redo my password just to get in took me a half hour.
What an idiot. Of course I've been waiting for the response to calling FRAUDULENT ELEANOR WHITE a FRAUD.
Monday, September 10, 2012
Personas
Consider the following set of emails, each of which was received by me between 2007 and 2012. Please note: Some of these contain mild adult content. Information identifying my children, myself, and an email address used by us has been deleted for reasons of privacy.
Notice how most of these emails, at least upon first glance, appear to be quite different from one another. Yet, I believe all of these emails were written and sent to me by my ex-husband. They are, in fact, examples of some of the literally hundreds of harassing emails I've received over the past 13 years. And yes, I can say with a good deal of confidence that all of these are indeed from him and not someone else. They each contain various items that appear to have been deliberately inserted because my ex- knew I'd recognize them. I'm also told there are signs in the source information from these emails indicating they were sent by my ex-, although I don't feel qualified to discuss that aspect of them without assistance from computer experts.
After so many years of receiving so very many of these emails, I've come to believe that each of the different styles are examples of my ex-husband writing as a different persona. Notice how, in some of them, the writing style is very fragmented and chaotic, while in others, it's quite highly developed. Some of the personalities are somewhat pornographic; others quote the Bible. Some purport to give financial advice; others contain fictional story lines. Despite their often extreme differences, however, most contain some form of malice, either overtly expressed; loosely concealed within the text, names, or email addresses; or implied by symbolism (e.i., Willow). Further, there are many references to both my name and my ex-husband's, either directly or indirectly.
Next, I ask you to look carefully at the many comments posted on this blog. I believe the vast majority of these were also written by my ex-husband; again, I believe this because he almost always deliberately includes one or more items he knows I will recognize.
Most of these comments are more recent examples of my ex-'s writings. If you examine his comments carefully in chronological order, you will discover that the early ones are written under his own name and tend to be angry and full of lies. Later, he begins writing anonymously and becomes boastful at times, revealing his inside knowledge of critical information; for more on this, please see my post titled "Comments On Comments" on this blog.
Gradually, over time, some of my ex-'s personas become more well-developed and begin making separate comments at the end of my posts in their various styles. [It's important to note here that he often places new comments randomly at the end of any old post of mine he chooses, so you really do need to go to the "Comment" section of the blog and view them in chronological order.] One of his personas that seems to be obsessed with Tampa begins posting increasingly long and increasingly rambling diatribes and eventually spins off to create an entire new blog devoted to continuations of his comments made here. You can find this blog of his at
http://tampatexasgangstalking.blogspot.com/
However, some of the most spectacular examples of my ex-husband's writings as various personas can be found on the Topix Gang Stalking Forum, at
http://www.topix.com/forum/blogs/T6SIJEJPAALKGVF67 First page
My ex-husband is the person who actually started this blog, under the persona of Hektor Seven, a permutation of his real name. As you read down the blog, keep in mind that Vocct [me], Medawar [a British victim of organized stalking], RunGSRun [a Houston-area victim], and Eleanor White-Ontario [a Canadian victim] are all known to be separate individuals writing as themselves, but ALL OR NEARLY ALL of the other writers on this forum are various personas of my ex-'s. Notice that most of these exhibit distinctive writing styles and personalities: Wloclawek Warrior is angry and violent; ptw is helpful; Garrett Ram is negative; fisheyes is pseudo-Christian; Xsiv is "blonde, busty, and brainy"; Sara Quell is pseudomedical; etc. Many of his more well-developed personas on this forum are female: CT lady and Mrs. Sainah Samurai, for example. Some are stereotypes: italia and Mrs. Susan Shabangu, for example. Others, like Dirty Duck and iDareU, are just plain silly. It's disturbingly fascinating to watch these various characters carry on entire conversational streams, discussion, and arguments with each other on this forum once you're aware that this is really a single person "talking to himself". And according to Eleanor White, my ex-'s personas post dialogs with one another on other forums as well, although I've never taken the time to check these out personally.
[My discussion continues below, at the end of the email group.]
Now, here is a final, very recent example from a series of emails I've been receiving from one of my ex-'s many personas:
My good friend Kitty, who writes the Anti-Organized Stalking blog at
http://organizedstalkingandcyberstalking.blogspot.com
says she believes Galina is a real person because she knows someone who has met her, but the series of emails I've received under this name is definitely the work of my ex-, as evidenced by the many, many familiar names, terms, initials (many of which are his own!), and more that are included in the long lists of email addresses for me to recognize. (Dr. John Hall's email address, info@satweapons.com, is real. I suspect most of the rest are fake, but I've never checked to be sure.) The most important thing to notice here is how much more organized and well-developed my ex's personas have become and how much more time he appears to be spending in writing as them.
I have no training in psychiatry or psychology, but it takes nothing more than a small dose of good, old-fashioned common sense to see that spending approximately 1 to 3 hours a day (that being my current estimate, based on a combination of what I receive plus what I see posted) writing and sending or posting this stuff is NOT NORMAL. (The harassing emails to me are illegal as well.) My ex- and his best friend probably failed a basic psychological test they were required to take as part of a post-graduate class years ago, because they were asked to come in for additional testing on the following Saturday. (They explained this at the time by saying they'd volunteered to be research subjects.) My ex-husband's family was close to LBJ and knew most of his security staff very well, so so my ex- and his family could have easily obtained coaching in compartmentilizing personalities in order to pass the exam, by answering the questions as if they were a different person with a different personality and point-of-view. (Note that this technique can also be used to pass a polygraph test.) Unfortunately, I believe it can be quite dangerous when practiced by someone who is already mentally ill, because it can potentially cause dangerous splitting of the personality in someone with already impaired reality. It's important to point out that such a splitting is different from classic multiple personality disorder, though, because in this case, the splitting can be done deliberately and at will.
In closing, there is one additional fact I need to leave you with. Of ALL the posts in this entire blog, the one with the most views overall (by quite a large margin!) is "Note To The Texas Medical Board", posted on 3/20/11. That fact, plus the fact that I'm including it here, will puzzle outsiders considerably, but local insiders will not be surprised at all and will understand completely. Personally, I find this very symptomatic of the problems here.
Notice how most of these emails, at least upon first glance, appear to be quite different from one another. Yet, I believe all of these emails were written and sent to me by my ex-husband. They are, in fact, examples of some of the literally hundreds of harassing emails I've received over the past 13 years. And yes, I can say with a good deal of confidence that all of these are indeed from him and not someone else. They each contain various items that appear to have been deliberately inserted because my ex- knew I'd recognize them. I'm also told there are signs in the source information from these emails indicating they were sent by my ex-, although I don't feel qualified to discuss that aspect of them without assistance from computer experts.
After so many years of receiving so very many of these emails, I've come to believe that each of the different styles are examples of my ex-husband writing as a different persona. Notice how, in some of them, the writing style is very fragmented and chaotic, while in others, it's quite highly developed. Some of the personalities are somewhat pornographic; others quote the Bible. Some purport to give financial advice; others contain fictional story lines. Despite their often extreme differences, however, most contain some form of malice, either overtly expressed; loosely concealed within the text, names, or email addresses; or implied by symbolism (e.i., Willow). Further, there are many references to both my name and my ex-husband's, either directly or indirectly.
Next, I ask you to look carefully at the many comments posted on this blog. I believe the vast majority of these were also written by my ex-husband; again, I believe this because he almost always deliberately includes one or more items he knows I will recognize.
Most of these comments are more recent examples of my ex-'s writings. If you examine his comments carefully in chronological order, you will discover that the early ones are written under his own name and tend to be angry and full of lies. Later, he begins writing anonymously and becomes boastful at times, revealing his inside knowledge of critical information; for more on this, please see my post titled "Comments On Comments" on this blog.
Gradually, over time, some of my ex-'s personas become more well-developed and begin making separate comments at the end of my posts in their various styles. [It's important to note here that he often places new comments randomly at the end of any old post of mine he chooses, so you really do need to go to the "Comment" section of the blog and view them in chronological order.] One of his personas that seems to be obsessed with Tampa begins posting increasingly long and increasingly rambling diatribes and eventually spins off to create an entire new blog devoted to continuations of his comments made here. You can find this blog of his at
http://tampatexasgangstalking.blogspot.com/
However, some of the most spectacular examples of my ex-husband's writings as various personas can be found on the Topix Gang Stalking Forum, at
http://www.topix.com/forum/blogs/T6SIJEJPAALKGVF67 First page
My ex-husband is the person who actually started this blog, under the persona of Hektor Seven, a permutation of his real name. As you read down the blog, keep in mind that Vocct [me], Medawar [a British victim of organized stalking], RunGSRun [a Houston-area victim], and Eleanor White-Ontario [a Canadian victim] are all known to be separate individuals writing as themselves, but ALL OR NEARLY ALL of the other writers on this forum are various personas of my ex-'s. Notice that most of these exhibit distinctive writing styles and personalities: Wloclawek Warrior is angry and violent; ptw is helpful; Garrett Ram is negative; fisheyes is pseudo-Christian; Xsiv is "blonde, busty, and brainy"; Sara Quell is pseudomedical; etc. Many of his more well-developed personas on this forum are female: CT lady and Mrs. Sainah Samurai, for example. Some are stereotypes: italia and Mrs. Susan Shabangu, for example. Others, like Dirty Duck and iDareU, are just plain silly. It's disturbingly fascinating to watch these various characters carry on entire conversational streams, discussion, and arguments with each other on this forum once you're aware that this is really a single person "talking to himself". And according to Eleanor White, my ex-'s personas post dialogs with one another on other forums as well, although I've never taken the time to check these out personally.
[My discussion continues below, at the end of the email group.]
Now, here is a final, very recent example from a series of emails I've been receiving from one of my ex-'s many personas:
My good friend Kitty, who writes the Anti-Organized Stalking blog at
http://organizedstalkingandcyberstalking.blogspot.com
says she believes Galina is a real person because she knows someone who has met her, but the series of emails I've received under this name is definitely the work of my ex-, as evidenced by the many, many familiar names, terms, initials (many of which are his own!), and more that are included in the long lists of email addresses for me to recognize. (Dr. John Hall's email address, info@satweapons.com, is real. I suspect most of the rest are fake, but I've never checked to be sure.) The most important thing to notice here is how much more organized and well-developed my ex's personas have become and how much more time he appears to be spending in writing as them.
I have no training in psychiatry or psychology, but it takes nothing more than a small dose of good, old-fashioned common sense to see that spending approximately 1 to 3 hours a day (that being my current estimate, based on a combination of what I receive plus what I see posted) writing and sending or posting this stuff is NOT NORMAL. (The harassing emails to me are illegal as well.) My ex- and his best friend probably failed a basic psychological test they were required to take as part of a post-graduate class years ago, because they were asked to come in for additional testing on the following Saturday. (They explained this at the time by saying they'd volunteered to be research subjects.) My ex-husband's family was close to LBJ and knew most of his security staff very well, so so my ex- and his family could have easily obtained coaching in compartmentilizing personalities in order to pass the exam, by answering the questions as if they were a different person with a different personality and point-of-view. (Note that this technique can also be used to pass a polygraph test.) Unfortunately, I believe it can be quite dangerous when practiced by someone who is already mentally ill, because it can potentially cause dangerous splitting of the personality in someone with already impaired reality. It's important to point out that such a splitting is different from classic multiple personality disorder, though, because in this case, the splitting can be done deliberately and at will.
In closing, there is one additional fact I need to leave you with. Of ALL the posts in this entire blog, the one with the most views overall (by quite a large margin!) is "Note To The Texas Medical Board", posted on 3/20/11. That fact, plus the fact that I'm including it here, will puzzle outsiders considerably, but local insiders will not be surprised at all and will understand completely. Personally, I find this very symptomatic of the problems here.
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Close this window Jump to comment formWhen I think you know perfectly well I am not your X so the answer there is that you are somewhat fraudulent as I have noticed with this circle of blogs you try to connect others to. I sense it's a very close association with Eleanor White who is highly likely a skank and not a stalking victim at all. But the court is still out on that one.
Now I'm very glad I never once sent you an email as you repeatedly encourage your readers (myself) to do because you'd have copied the headers and pretended it was the same as your Xs.
Either you're starting to slip or you're covering something up. Why would your husband post all the information I have about Publix, Howard Jenkins and others? No reason at all. Since likely they are close friends and both have ties to the equestrian world.
And frankly, if you want to call that a well-developed persona it begs the question of why I never blog then. At the tampa to texas blog. Answer to that as I've said is I'm just not a great blogger, I do like to comment and tie common experiences together.
I've given you enough opportunities to independently investigate what I patiently comment on but you have never done so.
Everything goes down the rabbit hole of your ex husband. Leaving me to WHAT?
Defend that I am not your ex husband? Ludicrous.
What a waste of my time that would be. It's your problem to chase that rabbit not mine.
How ridiculous. You blog something: I then comment on it and point out to you other things you may not have noticed such as anoter brother/sister connection and other matters and you completely overlook all the information I have given you with tampa/texas ties.
To do what? Accuse me at least ten times of being your X. Yet you can come up with no proof. Again, if I had EVER sent you email you'd have used those headers as your "proof".
I don't know how your ex would have time to do all he does AND BE ME.
You're losing credibility big time and you're revealing yourself and your friends as frauds. And that's a shame because of all of them I was pretty certain you were genuine.
Again, come up with one email that I have sent you. NADA.
You're lying. Now you are almost completely bereft of credibility because I have patiently refuted your assertions that I am your X. There is no reason for you to say any of that and you know it.
You're making yourself look like an idiot.
Mainly because your blog is now more an attack on ME Tampa to Texas than it is the circumstances of your life.
Stop fucking blogging if you don't want any commenters. And if you believe all commenters are your xhusband that also puts you in mighty thin air as THE ONLY VICTIM OF STALKERS IN AMERICA.
How ridiculous.
You're ridiculous.
I dislike speaking this way to someone who may indeed BE a victim but really ENOUGH IS ENOUGH. Put up or shut up.
So now they develop whole personalities and run off to blog, huh? I thought you found them threatening. No. You just wanted to stop the comments which was hte first indication that you were fraudulent.
So, you must be another Eleanor. You notice that YOU are the only one who vouches for these others. Leaving Kitty Hundal as the sole person identifiable because she does post a great deal of information. Which could be completely fabricated. Stop being stupid. You are NOT the only person n the world who is being followed around. Medawar is too smart to fall for a fraud so either he is kind-hearted and you are real but stupid or he and you are the same.
You have threatened ME repeatedly by saying you would contact the Dept of Public Safety over fucking comments made on YOUR OPEN BLOG that are in no way directed at you in any wide examination.
Close your comments because I am going to continue commenting as I have since I found your blog. That in itself is proof I have not altered MY behavior in any way while you have about blown a gasket trying to attack me but make me look like the instigator ....
Stop dragging others into your incorrect assertions. You can't even loosely tie any of my comments to any of the things you have said. I had no reason on earth to step up and claim my comments after you ran your mouth about them
But I tried to give you many opportunities to stop being AN ASS.
So, do rule the world of the victims all you like but others have a story to tell too. And we can't ALL be your X. by the way, Eleanor White is all kinds of names on message boards. WAKE UP.
She is probably also connected to CTLADY WHO IS A LOON.
But you keep attacking me, as far as I can see besides medawar and possibly kitty hundal the only genuine commenter HERE. But suddenly you've come up with a tree of them
Then why do you feel so alone and in need of attacking me?
We have many of the same experiences. You just want to deny that ... WHY?? No apparent reason. Any moron on earth can see I have nothing in common with your fucked up faggot x.
They can't threaten you IF you do NOT READ IT.
So simple.
But again you choose the other way.
You choose to read this crap and waste your time and waste time talking about it and waste time copying it and waste time posting it and now laughably waste MY time talking about it when if it landed in my mail account it would never EVER be read.
You have way too much time on your hands, or something. Like you let your animals be endangered over and over rather than FINALLY fixing the fence properly as I advised you.
Now, is your ex husband capable of manual labor? Somehow I can't imagine a surgeon who is good with his hands at outdoor labor. I learned because I wanted my animals to be safe and we had pieces of SHIT cutting our fence(s) just as they did yours.
But I guess I was your X that day when I advised you how to fix your fence once and for all for the safety of your animals.
You are absolutely ridiculous.
I will from this point ignore any of your ridiculous assertions and if you don't wish to appear absolutely MORONIC you should stop making them. It's ignorant and a waste of time and if any of your "friends" had your best interests at heart they would tell you how ridiculous you are being.
NO ONE takes the time to advise you on things and is also your X who hates your guts. Be real.
Either you are mistaken or something is very much up in denmark.
Please clarify.
Either by pretending I am "genuine" or by pretending I am your X whatever way I will see you explain this error so that I know you have not revealed the name of a blogger who seems determined to keep their identity a secret.
How did you become "friends" with these other bloggers? Or did you just fall out the cradle blogging together? No. At some point you did NOT KNOW EACH OTHER.
So obviously you had to "get to know each other".
Did you do this by attacking them?
That's a question you should answer or I will mark you down as a fraud. You can't claim all these "friends" while attacking ME for NO REASON and be genuine.
I state there that I started the blog post as a comment and it only makes sense if you read your blog post first.
http://www.blogger.com/profile/16786940544501010923
I know you have continually attempted to attack me and I have pretty much ignored it and been patient with you but it GALLS ME that you would spend so many hours of a day that most of us spent in reflection to attack AGAIN another innnocent person in light of the attacks on America.
Most people would tell you to go fuck yourself.
Eleanor who is pretty much fraudulent and ALSO attacks innocent people as you have inspires such loyalty that I can only consider she IS most of these people.
A true scam artist.
I don't care.. I'll continue revealing the truth as long as I want to and your intimidation and you can go to hell.
LBJ my ass. Your motherinlaw if she is a dope dealer would report you to the police for the way you defamed her on this blog. So you better get over your imagination on who I am.